hey crakalakas.

new xanga.

www.xanga.com/fireonthestreets

i might still use this one every now and then.

love you all.

goodbye...corporategreed.

-bEn

Currently Playing Not One Word Has Been Omitted By From a Second Story Window see related

I want everyone to meditate on these words:

"Now im a toothless shitbag
But i can see at night
I hope aliens impregnate me
With a clone of wayne newton"

Tell me what these words mean to you.

-bEn

Currently Playing Annihilation of the Wicked By Nile see related

hey crackas.

quick question?

How man people think, that once my hair grows out, i should dye it dark blue, and give it a couple light blue streaks?

i think that would look kickass. plus, no one dyes their hair blue.

hell yeah. maybe i could start a trend?

yeah fucking right. i'm dreaming.

but seriously, i'm thinking about doing that towards the end of this summer. muahaha.

I got a cool ass shirt today. It's that Cradle of Filth "Mother of Abominations" T-Shirt. I've been eying that thing for AGES. I finally have it in my grasp.

I also had that guitar recital thing today. Boy, that was a pile of shit, if i've ever seen one. I mean, i think the group of people I played with (Brian Gendron, other people) did well...but i can't stand all that dinky little crap the other students are forced to play. And it's not so much that i mind THEM playing it...more so that i mind Jonothan Fletcher and Jon Shade playing with them, and playing just as loud or louder then they. It's arrogant i tell you.

anyway, i'll leave you all to your miserable monotonous lives. May your today be as repetetive as your yesterday.

Why do i not get the feeling that we're NOT in for a suprise tomorrow?

-bEn

Currently Playing Big Fat Box of Shit By Crotchduster Mammal Sauce see related

Damn. time for a new post, lol.

i tried a few times to post, but i kept being called downstairs, and i had to cancel.

so here goes!!

Man. i am very sad. I just got back from the best place on earth like...not even 24 hours ago...and i miss everyone insanely. I miss everyone, everything we did, i even miss the place itself. Boy. i'm going to go crazy before winterfest/CGM 2006...

Sam and i wrote and performed another song...it was called Corn-Fed Mule...and people really seem to like it. I'm very happy about that.

The only question is...what am i going to do now? wait?

crap.

anyway, now that i'm back down to earth, i have to MAKE fun....hopefully stephen and i are going to hang out today, i haven't seen him in a week or so...i'm dying here without band practice. i feel like i'm rotting. not a good feeling.

boy. i think i'm going to shout out to everyone who made camp fucking rock:

patsy, sam, amy, forrest, coco, dan, hank, taylor, gracie, counselor ben, will, chandler, alex, alex, alex, matt clayton, matt raby, sedia, and everyone else.

if you feel i've forgotten you, then speak up. but i bet i haven't. lol.

i love you all.

-bEn

Currently Playing Antigone By Heaven Shall Burn Voice of the Voiceless see related

Hey everyone, this is the last post i'll leave before going to camp for a week.

I'll be leaving at about 11:30 tomorrow morning, then i'm off to pick up FUNKMASTER SAM. Then, it's off to CGM. Oh hell yes.

I'll be back no later than noon Thursday, June 9th. I'll have plenty of pictures for you fools.

I hope everyone has the best week of their lives while i'm gone. And if you all actually do, then fuck you, i was kidding when i said that.

Packing effing sucks. I have so little drive right now. It's not that i'm not excited about camp, because i so am. I just do not want to get shit TOGETHER....that is such a pain in the ass.

I think camp is just what i need. I need time in a secluded area, with the best friends i'll ever know, to just be who i am. Time to reflect, time to laugh my ass off, time to make another week's worth of memories some of the best of my summer. All i can say is, i hope it doesn't stop here.

I won't forget any of you while i'm gone at camp.

Especially you. I never could. :)

anyway, about that packing. I need to go do it. craaaap.

I love you all.

-bEn